ive moved back to blogger ppl=D! onsugar quite boring but will stil update on onsugar, public blog is www.a-iiling.blogspot.com....private blog will be www.can-dy-love,blogspot.com ..... candy=candie also = to can die.in conclusion candy love also means can die love=} the private blog i will allow only quite few.all girls=}

i look so good without you. hahax i dun nid you to live man.so wat you sat infront of me the other nite.while our freee show by sophia and ___ was going on.hah! im too busy on my phone to even care of you are there man.see see.you could me i look so good without.you can see my black eyes.i got me a new hairstyle too.=P hahax.i on mood swings!!!woah....my mood swings are bad man.too many going on my mind rite now.i gonna be moodles soon....____ come back soon pls.i in such a sad mood!!!!

hi ppl=D!went escape today with my sister and 4 other frenz=D!so bad so bad!!! the lady at the counter asked me..'you child or adult arh?'...so mean={..haix sad that i had to take up my my ez link card.if not i'd sure say im child=D!but still...i look like a small kid~!so not nice to noe={.den i got it again at the go kart thingy.the lady took a rod with a height measurment to measure me.the rest of the group laugh at me!!!!so mean of them man!hahax i won most them in the go kart thingy aways=D3rd placing=} then went for wet and wild!!! no raincoat ppl.i went with my clothes on.hahax im aint so scared=D!cool!! i got to splash my mommy's(say hon)back with water hahax. but he got the last laugh.because of his weight and him being at the front of the ride.i got all water.FULLY too=/then went on rollar coaster then onto pirate ship=D!so sweet! i grabbed top sit wit yingx.hahax then after 2 rounds.went to burgar king to eat.then pirate ship again.then if i can remember.the ride sponsered by yakult.then haunted house.i shld nvr be left alone there.in the end had to be lead around by one of the guys.cos ying ru was way behind me.hahax thanks a bunch samuel.wet n wild>rollar coaster>haunted house again>home=D!!!

                    i'll post the doggy's pic next time=}

youth conference is in less 2 weeks away!!!!!im boilin in anticipation for it=} but i wanna watch Mu Lan first=/ and new dawn as well,with yingx=}shag.got to go orchad road with parents.they trapped me!!!!mom said we're gonna go shop for clothes.hope its true.ok i'm being random again=/nothing much to post about the past few days.its abit boring...been stayin at home den at nite go le cresendo=}but den...someone's out of town='{ and i do have the card to go in.__ will come back tomorrow!!!i wan usa chocolates!!!!

 hugss and kisses ppl=}

hey!!!!i stayed on a chair at the side of a wonderful pool yesterday.all thanks to someone's dad.....stupid.<3 is just went overseas and i got into such a situation like this too fast  without <3.i know if -___ is here.sure will question me out of going={come back fast.....Thanks a bunch say hon=} for accompanying me,teach me play to cards and for escorting me to aljunied=} bye every1.i'm tired.will turn in for the day soon i hope

is that too much to ask?

i dun wan to see teardrops from your eyes

i dun wan to see a frown on you guys lips

ppl thats all i want

cos we're gonna grow up soon

no time for play

no time for child like fun

no time for games

and no tiime to look back

ppl tis was a wish when i wish on one of the shooting stars

but i noe it's will be a wish tat won't come true

my other wish is a secret

gonna sent off Darryl at airport.will edit this post later=}

.......edited......

alamak!!!!you all should noe me already=}i'm too guai to do real one=}i drew it using marker.faded already though='{

anyways.went out with my dearest sister yesterday too.played catching.so shuang!!!!

im feeling sad again.i looked back my past and somehow,i stopped my tracks and fell to my knees.how much have i changed?___is not coming today.not everyday man.live so far!cabbing here at nite is so ex!!!plus,we'll get little sleep.hahax.its only one day.and im sad without ___ already=[__ alwaysmakes me stopped flashbacking.but sad.____ had cca today and is very tired.hey!___ is sportman bah.cant be blame=}i noticed all the guys i liked etc,all do sports.none arn't from a sports cca=/hahax.i miss my past....but i got some1 better now=] should be happy.and i'm no longer backsliding in my faith.i should be very happy and i am!!!!hope this will carry on to years beyond=].haix...rite now he's the pigg.i'm stil awake!!!!

ya!!!hahax successfully snatched lappie from ___=D!hi dearests i'm back.but nope phone sorry.hahaz,maybe i'll post once in the while.i noe him postin for me bores you alll=I  hahaz,spent nite at les cresendo Oo.not bad not bad.the air conditioning is so sweet=}cool...___ brought lappie,den we searched out and watched saw 5=D!so gross XP..... heng! the kicthen still has food.not yet expired=D!...cooked up meal den ate on dining table.lappie at the middle.den felt sleepy.decided to hit the hay.woke up early.left the place sparkly clean.chiong home pretended to sleep.ended up sleepin.woke  up went to meet ____.den slept on lap=P....just woke up=}.snatched lappie!!!!!woah=D!hahax____ complaining.blog are for gay/girl.not boy ne.when is that true!!!i noe other NORMAL guyys who blog=} okok....see when i have the mood again to blog huggs and kisses ppl=D

she's asleep.forced me to help me with tis post thru.ok...she went for church till 1 plus.came home rest awhile.passed her jie,yan ying,headset.then went for band.came home sms me then turned into a pig.

tis is from her.....15 soon.old frenx are going.new frenz are coming.my face changed again and again.showin you all photos of me 13-14 plus

sec 1...not yet 13.i think

early september...13

feb...13 plus

early jan...13 plusapril...13 plus

july 14

sep 14 plus

november 14 plus

november 14 plus

november..14 plus

i feel perverted for having so many of her photos rite now=.=''

happy b'day Darryl...from both of us

the pig is sleepin again-.-she's on my lap.i'm an idiot.her head is heavy.she's got to meet up with her fren sophia later.told me she's going gym.but she got to go singpost first.got to go buy art materials.later when come back got to cab to aljunied again-.-'she's not as numb as that nite already.Thank God for tat.but i still got to suffer.curse that person man

hey people.dnt nid noe who i am.jus noe i'm helpin sharon to post.she's asleep now.too tired from yesterday. she tonned at her fren's house...ying ru.if i cn remember.she's gonecase.just for a meteor shower she's willing to stay awake to look out for it instead of sleeping.plus today have band.crazy..went into a dark open field in eunos,spread a huge plastic sheet then sat and waited.sad thru.in the end she saw saw only two shootin stars.waste time.the other nite.she called me.ask me come aljunied.cabb-ed there with laptop.then while she waiting for me,ask me go online msn check for someone.lucky boardband portable(starhub)skipped that part.we cabb-ed to eunos then she ask me go push her while she play swing.i seriously wan blame someone....she was dam numb that nite.then all the sudden cried then stopped then went back to play swing...-.-"

i lost another dear person.....

i faced that fact since yesterday.thanks for respecting for what i ask and thanks for the greeting.this will be my last self typed post.for a very long while.

i dun nid you to call me and explain.____ let me read thru the conversation.i'm feeling numb rite now. but i noe my eye sockets will flood real soon.

pls treasure my kor well,dun let him feel lonely like wat his ex did. and kor.____ is a good person.he's not like those i told you before.i'll be alrite=]she/he'll be there for me.i noe...cos ______waited since p6 and even conforted me while i cry.

actually..though i didn't tell ___everything.but ___ was there when i was at my most depressed to wipe my teardrops.i didn't tell you this kor.

i'm in good hands.....take care kor.mayvis too=}

this is the end of my last self typed post...._____ will update my blog for me.i'll sms everyone when i will start to post myself once again.at the same time pls dun contact my own fone number till dec 5...if you want to call.it'll divert to another number.i switched number with ____.i nid some time to...erm heal=]

high five...hugs and kisses...love you all=}bye

 fetched my sister from bustop.joked wit her abit.borrowed a phrase from someone then tell her' i feel like telling why you choose a prawn instead of a abalone man' then went home to play flute.later maybe i'll call you okok=D! no one but you ____

everyone is changin

someone is turning hongster,another is drifting further and further away from God

across my mind.somebody is not so close as we use to be.

and at the back of my head.i felt like as if,my past was way better then now

i'm changin too.my mind is changing,my attitude and my body too.

i'm growing taller.for starters

and i'm more mild tempered then last time.but i still feel like something is missing

and i'm longing for that missing thing={

___help me!!!! i think i'm gone nuts

maybe going to watch 2012 later.mom said its a good show.had fun yesterday.cody's b'day cake was mango flavoured=D!!and cool he got a new phone=]finally?got to see one of his frenx dance thru a korean song by girls' generation.funny man.somehow gross at the same time.church-ed today=}and finally signed up for youth conference=D!!!!!so loving it.stayed with batch till choir time then i left church.went to a nearby pet shop then to a fish shop.neat,its all saltwater fishes.and i got to see a real life abalone.so cute=]pastor fed us wit abit of geography.there are 195 nations in the world and approximately 6500 languages in this world.so many!! amazing how God created so much=]Cody got a T-shirt from the girls,boys i dunnoe=/.The water bottle i deco for him,sure hope he'll use it.i dun wan dust covering it  at all=}ok..i noe i'm being random=D!

                                                                                                                                                  love you ppl=}hugs and kisses bye=D!

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oh...this is bad.first time got confronted like that.lucky i'm not hot tempered...

i'll  follow up  to wat you ask me to do.but i wan reasons to why so.i dun give up wat is precious to me.new gf..even if so.i can let go if you make sure you won't give him the same saddnes like the rest of  ex did.its depressing to know he turns emo jus becos of his gf.dun let you be another reason for him to emo.

hey ppl=] currently at church rite now.waiting for my batch ppl to finish having choir then head of to cody's b'day party.woke up late tiday={about 12 noon=]stoned for about 30 min then answered smses.slugged all the way to the bathroom for a quick shower then made french toast for luch=]wanted to eat sugared tomato=/Today is the last YPG session for the year.sad={i missed out alot of it.next week will be having steam boat.the whole of YPG=}today's session was about having a conquering spirit.meaning to be able to conquer situations that are challenging.gosh...my b'day card for cody is ruined={will redo one and pass to him another time=]party is starting at seven and choir ends at 6.30.gona have to rush to hougang for it=I  Yingshi,them all are having  bbq.so sweet! i think they're gonna have melted marshmellows! nvm nvm, shal have b'day cake to replace it=] bought cody a water bottle then decorated it myself.took me 2-3 hours trying to make up a nice design.in the end made a simple design={ haix...wasted tiime.but worth the extra mile=D!!!hope he'll like it.okok shall end my post.

 hugs and kisses ppl

you waited when i said wait

you comforted me while i cry after a break and said

its hurts to know you're crying for another guy

but its more painstaking to know you are cryin so badly

flashbackin to it makes me blush

hahax my keystrap now is the pooh that ya gave to me=}i somehow got it to hang with a bit of handiwork and green thread=}treasuring it sp much!!!bought my babies a new pig pan=Dpink in colour.shall use it for a dawf rabbit next tiime=]next year we're fifteen.one more year babe.then jc=Dthen finally you'll no nid to wait anymore.i still keep my promise to you=] dun worry dun worry=]jus one mre year..ganbatte!

stu....whole day didn't talk to you again.too lazy to start or to reply={mood swinging again.pls bare it

i shall point out to  you one thing.its not the entire eye that grow.its the pupil.can you not see the black area out ratio-ed the white ?are you blind?how do you use strength to force the pupil to grow bigger?how do you use stgth to make the eye bigger without making it look like a frog?or is it even possible?oh...i see.you do so is it?hahax, you must be an expert in doing so.please,my photo is decent thank you.compare that photo of mine to the rest on my blog.isn't the pupil dam black?i'm born with really black pupils,dare say its fake again?oh dun say my other photos's eyes are fake too. cos you trying to just find a way to win when the evidense is so clear,cos of my other photos.Dun argue back that you don't know how to use strength.cos you tagged 'don't use all your strength'if you didn't,then you can argue back.hello,if you wan then you can spam back with all the vulgarities you have.but its gonna mean you've got a low vocab compare to wat i've typed on this post.you are a total failure in spamming man.cos you dunnoe how to think before you spam=}

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YAH!!!!!toked to ____ again.stu lo! after one day of silence=D! everyone i noe is not going to you party but still..i told you i will not miss it for the world..and you laughed!!arrhh so annoying.haix,present hunting is getting tough=/nid to find one more for honey..looks like it's a busy month for me=}Gosh....stupid i feel like i wasted tiime on the above passage='{i should have followed ____'s suggestion to ignore the spammer.sesshh,i nid to practise self control already.i'm sorry people!!!i haven't done my quiet time yet=/ will post about it tomorrow den=}

hugs and kisses ppl=}

cool!!!!first tiime eye so big..no editin was done on eye=D!!!

band-ed today in the early morning.woke up at 9.00a m.rushed my shower then hopped out of house.went for dental appointment first thru.i'm wearing a retainer on my lower jaw.the upper are being tighten.enduring the pressure on it.bearable now,unlike last tiime.i couldn't stand it sometimes when i'm suppose to be sleeping at nite={ hahax,i'm on last phrase!!!!braces are coming off soon=}next next,gonna have quiet time later.shall share with dear readers later.will add in the second part of this post=}recently someone asked me to loose contact with kor.no interest.no way i want to loose contact with him=/____ how is training?hahax i noe ya gonna tell me normal later=}hahax so sweet.we both had CCA today.so could keep my vivid mind off you for the while.olvls are in less then 2 years tiime={.must follow me to ACJC arh=D!!!no1 but you ____.

i miss you!!!!!seriously=/its been about 12 hours since i last messaged and you  replied?its been 11.30 hours since you auto smsed me and its been 8 hours since we last chat on fone

its sad we only can see each  at lest once a week=/love you tons

dear ____,you're so busy=/hahax i'm okok with it=}your b'day is so soon and i dunno what to get..see see you stu stu thats why i turning into one.arh,i can't believe i ate 4 tiimes today.you ah!lucky i'm still substaining my weight.=D!love you man.best ever

Hello, its yanying here helping sharon to post while shes closing th window <: Raining oh. Shes happily asking me to help her post now. Haha. Anw, both of us came up with stupid ideas of promoting a church camp (: So enjoy. Ps, we spent quite alot of time on it.

there will be

two games being played.(not really)

enroll in it@!!@  BENTHANY INDEPENDENT=D!

Gm. crazy ppl production.copyrited;.

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Psalm 141;3

seat a guard,O Lord,over my mouth;keep watch over the doors of my lips

started quiet time again.guess i nid tiime to stop and reflect.its almost end of 2009 and its been a week since school year ended.if you all can guess,the verse above is about a psalmist askin Father to guard his mouth.its not just lying we nid to put a guard against.Gossiping too.its hard to keep this up because of the many oppotunities i have.still,i want to stop cause even a small gossip will lead to a bigger one and it causes so much damage={here's another verse i'm meditating on

Romans 20

"if your enemy is hungry feed him,if he is thirsty,give him a drink,for  in so doing  you will heap coals of fire on his head"

i dun have anyone i hate but still,there's so many out there....this verse is wat is keeping me going thru out the year.as i said before,humans are weak.we thrive on attention and fame.its so hard not to hate a soul out there.but still,there's always a reason why someone is like this or somebody is like that.if you just find out why,maybe you'd not hate?you can't hate a person without knowing him first..Thats selfish={in the newspapers,its was said that Sg s have something in them that makes them hate.is tat true?so far i say that depends.who is he talking about?

Youth Conference is almost here.can't wait to go=D!i miss it tons=}

anyways ___s bday is almost here.nid to get his present already.Hmm,Chinatown again i guess

dun touch!!!i'm ____'s=D!

yah!!!!went to BBQ today=D!hahax finally saw Sherlyn again again.She's too preety=D!i ain't joking.she got perfect face then got good bobdy figure=D!oi spammer,dare say i trying indirectly say she ugly.FREAK YOU!dun you dare think she's ugly.Cos she's a bloody hell pretty and im dam dam sure she's a goddness compare to you....hahax first met her at AMK mrt station.chionged to hug her then cabb-ed to seletar hill.had huge BBQ.alot of choices of food.after tat.hitched a ride home and finishing this post=}.